I Can Never Be Perfect For YOU.Yet, I don't really care.Sometimes, after a day of hardwork you just feel like letting you hair down & just relax in the comfort of your own bed. After a day of fun & laughter, you just feel like reminiscing those moments. And all bad memories are being put aside for the good ones.
Yet, all the bad ones seems to have more control & power. You fail to forget about them, you have failed to save yourself. All that is left are tears. Crystal clear drops of tears. You feel like you've been trapped in a realm of hurt. Pure, vengeful hurt.
Gentle & unnoticed, there was an angel looking out for you. She/He was there when you've lost all sense of hope, she/he was there when you have been set ablaze by euphoria & she/he was even there when everyone was too busy to listen to you. The gratitude is temporary. Yet, she/he will always be there. She/he will take your hand when no one would & guide you with undeniable love that melts you from deep within, though it's hard for one to admit.
Why do we always turn to the angel for help when we need it most and turn away from him/her when our joys have been restored? Is there no more room for us to show more than just a little gratitude? Or is it because we are afraid of what others say? Why is it when we are deep in love, blinded by the joy it brings, we believe in the lies but deny the truth?
Life is full of altercations that are difficult to define by words. One can only feel it & conquer it with one's will, courage & power. Look around, find the angel that has shine its light on you everytime you turn to it. The one who picked you up when you fall, the one who guided you to the right path when you stray away, the one who dried your tears from deep within your heart & the one who restored your self-confidence when you have lost all hopes.
And mine, will always be right by my side. Be it day or night, she'll be there. I know it. It is not only the gratification that has been shown, though slightly(that, I am not afraid to admit. Once in a while, we don't realize it but we will in time to come). But it is the love that brought us closer and time that has shown she is the angel of mine.
Enlightened? I hope(: done by, me.
xoxo
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