It was ultimately last minute. This day started with a call when I was still asleep at 10am. It was pretty blind date. Yeah. It wasn't bad. No, no it wasn't. I don't wanna say much.
xoxo 2:50 PM
Thursday, June 25, 2009
Thoughts.
I sunk myself in 90210 the WHOLE day yesterday. Don't worry, I studied at night. So anyway, basically their lives revolve around only one thing. Relationships. Not just boygirl, but family too. Two things that separate them from me is 1) They are rich. Filthy. Rich. Spend money like buying 5c sweets at the mama shop. 2) They are 16. Omg. They look damn old. Yeah, you know how a 16year old should look like? Juno. They should look like Juno. Then I'll believe. So anyway, I'm kind of intrigued by this character Ethan. It's this hot guy. He gets with girls, thinks he's in love with them, then breaks up with them because he doesn't feel compatible(like normal relationships) and likes another girl so easily. No, seriously? And it's not just any girl. It's a girl from the same clique. Okay no, there was one who was just a girl from their school. But that was during his relationship. What a cheater! So in the season alone, he has 2 girlfriends who he breaks up with and likes another girl. And that's not counting the number of affiliated girls he used to be with to cheat on his what now is ex-girlfriends.
I like this show. Even though I don't really relate to most of the storyline. But I like it. It shows how teenage relationships(and I mean boygirl) don't really last till the end. Yeah, you may be together for 1 year, 3 years, 5 years, 10 maybe? You might just end up breaking up. Not that I'm saying you should or you will. I've heard of people with countless years breaking up just like that. Divorces. Where does that lead to then? That's why, I'm kind of afraid to get into another relationship. Seriously speaking. I'm not holding back anymore. And it may or may not be because of my previous relationship but I'm not being a loser who's afraid of being in love again. And if you say, concentrate on studies first, trust me. What's the difference? Of course, nonetheless, I'm happy for those who are in love with their other half. At least they have someone to preoccupy their used to be lonely mind. :) Me? Nah, I don't mind having those 'lonely' moments. I have an imaginary friend named Susan whom I occasionally chat with(she bakes awesome cookies, by the way). Well, I have to go. I'm meeting a human friend soon. To study, of course. So remember, you can have relationships. Just that when you fall, don't forget to get up.
Letting the past go.
xoxo 10:10 AM
Tuesday, June 23, 2009
Two Steps.
How's the Sacrifice going? Not very well. Haha. I can't live without chocolate. Seriously. But it doesn't matter. I need to study.
I'll try to stop ok.
xoxo 10:53 AM
Thursday, June 18, 2009
Sacrifice.
I've decided to sacrifice a few things for they have too much sugar in them that gives me only a temporary high. I shall keep this up for maybe about 1 week. And progressively sacrifice more things. For better health, for handball!
Things I will sacrifice this week:
Coke :( Any form of chocolate :((((((( Any sugary drinks :/ Junk food.
Okay. I will try.
xoxo 4:43 PM
Sunday, June 14, 2009
Dreams.
What is it trying to tell me? Seriously. I would love if the answers just flow out like that so that my life is made so much easier that I don't have to think so much about it. For 4 consecutive days, I dreamt of you. And when I dream of you, I subconsciously think of you. And when I subconsciously think of you, I will consciously think about you. And when I consciously think about you, I'm distracted. And when I'm shittingly distracted, I'll end up dreaming of you again. I know it's gonna be absolutely nothing in real life but urgh... Ew.
Anyway, I think I'm in love with handball. I've always thought why do you wanna watch a match? And get all into it. Wow, I was really into it just now. And table referreeing was difficult I must say. But I can't wait to play. Seriously, they got MY adrenaline rushing.
I'm really tired. No, sleepy actually. At bff's house now. Seeeeeriously, sleeeeeepy.
Anyway, yesterday I went to flea market and got myself a pants for $2! :D Love flea market, LOVE flea market. After that, headed to Gentarasa 2009 at NYP. Let's comment about it shall we?
The performance was really spectacular. Although it was quite confusing at the beginning and the translation slides went haywire. All the spontaneous dialogues were funny. It was really funny! The dances were amazing. Especially the Zapin dance performerd by the 'Sri MTV'. The way the guys move their body just melted me in a way no other dances ever did. The other two dances were okay, the hip-hop ones were not bad. The Dikir Barat really captured my attention with their loud voices which were obviously melodic. Made me love Dikir Barat all over again :)
Overall: Absolutely entertaining :)
Seriously, It wasn't a waste to have watched them. Really really nice. :) Well done!
xoxo 6:03 PM
Wednesday, June 10, 2009
Future look down.
Like the whole world from above, it seems so much simpler. It doesn't matter, being hundreds of meters above ground, above all the complicated situations, above all that life has to give, just that half an hour of solitude and simplicity would do. Could I wish for a life simpler than this even if I wanted to?
SIMPLICITY?! Am I kidding myself? I want simplicity?! How? What? Huh?! What?! Huh?! How?!
What, may I ask myself, is simple? Not even that summation question in my maths workbook is simple. And that's that! Everything's all elaborate and complicated. Cos everyone wants to go into every detail of it. Oh goodness, I need a break.
xoxo 12:15 AM
Monday, June 08, 2009
Millennia Handball.
This was on Saturday when we camwhored alot. Yeah, training wasn't very productive. But hey, we camwhored! Alot. Here are just some of the pikchas. There's more on facebook. See you soon!
Like makcik-makcik. I'm flying! Amal&Hafizah. I think it was a tiang ball anyway. HAHA Players. Nice aye mate? :)
xoxo 12:00 PM
Sunday, June 07, 2009
I gotta find a way.
Find A Way - Plainsunset
Is this how I feel? Maybe.
xoxo 11:27 AM
Friday, June 05, 2009
In my empty room.
I decided to come a lil bit late for maths just now. To my surprise, someone took the same bus as me :) Haha. Cos someone didn't reply me yesterday so yeahhh. Surprised. Maths was easy :) Love maths now. But only a few of us came down. Called Alan at 9 and he just woke up at that point. How...nice... I was already on the way though. Hmm. Nevermind, thank God he reached 45mins later. Was suppose to go for lunch with them but had something more important to do. Haha.
Meeting Nab laterrr. I should go get ready now. WHAT SHOULD I WEAR?!
xoxo 2:13 PM
Thursday, June 04, 2009
This is Justin Joel Randall. Along with Ke Jun, they make the dumbest couple yet. By couple I don't mean them being together. They do stupid things. Hi Joel. Here, he played the staring game with Ke Jun. They stared at each other for 30mins. NOT KIDDING. Look at his eyes! And yesterday, they competed on who can eat the most cili padis. He lost. I miss them, a lot. Need I say more? Autographed :) The best notice board ever! Wiping the noticeboard for the final touch :)
xoxo 5:20 PM
Monday, June 01, 2009
Die? Dye? Die?
I think my scalp is having an allergic reaction to the hair dye. I hope not though cos it's currently stinging right now. Aye. I have to wait till 5.15 to rinse the dye off. Then head back home to change and go out again. Meeting Khalis at town. He wants me to go shopping with him. O.o Okayyyy. He better treat me. But I need to rush. Shucks. Class was cancelled today. Had lunch with aunt and currently at my gramma's. I need handball now. Now.
Sacrifice.
Future look down..jpg)
Millennia Handball.
Like makcik-makcik.
I'm flying!
Amal&Hafizah.
I think it was a tiang ball anyway. HAHA
Players.
This is Justin Joel Randall. Along with Ke Jun, they make the dumbest couple yet. By couple I don't mean them being together. They do stupid things. Hi Joel. Here, he played the staring game with Ke Jun. They stared at each other for 30mins. NOT KIDDING. Look at his eyes! And yesterday, they competed on who can eat the most cili padis. He lost.
I miss them, a lot. Need I say more?
Autographed :)
The best notice board ever!
Wiping the noticeboard for the final touch :)