Down with a fever :( skipped school. For real this time. Not like last week. Haha, seriously. I feel bad cos today's the malay presentation for my group. Oh mann. Shall be going to the polyclinic later.
What if something you have, is not something you need. What if something you don't have will make you succeed.
I can't wait to leave.
xoxo 11:38 AM
Sunday, April 26, 2009
Awesome late nights.
Fast and furious 4 was great. I like. I burnt my $2 bag, Thank God it was just $2. You do not wanna know how. Super ridiculous. Ang Mo Kio's McCafe was nice too. Just a lil bit too crowded. Reached home at 12am and I had good sleep. Goooood sleeeeep.
Shall be heading out again later I suppose.
xoxo 12:48 PM
Saturday, April 25, 2009
Enough.
There was once a girl who dreamed of many things. He supported her, He wanted to help her. She wanted the easy way out knowing He would help her no matter what because she loved Him and He loves her. She does things out of her own accord without considering Him but He just shook his head and forgave her. At the end of the day, she didn't get what she wanted and blamed Him for not helping her. She cried day and night, too angry to even speak to Him.
I should always keep in mind that with hardwork, only then will God help you. Not gonna lose my pride. Not gonna lose my self-worth. Take care.
xoxo 1:58 PM
Thursday, April 23, 2009
Choose them wisely.
You went through what I'm going through but you're giving me a harder time. What have I done to you? Really, it's hard enough. Stop making it harder.
xoxo 11:03 PM
Glimpse of hope.
Today, I felt really lazy wanting to go school. But I did, I woke up, I bathed, I got ready, I headed out. Took the normal bus to Toa Payoh but I heard the supposedly early 985 was late. I took it 10mins later. Not just that, there was a jam at PIE due to a stupid tree that fell and took up two lanes. Arrived around Toh Tuck at 7.35, took 157 but it was slow, when it reached Bukit Batok, there were many others there too. So different cases of being late. I took the opportunity to go home. Although whoever was late didn't get detention but yeah, I didn't go to school. Headed down to Vivocity to have Long John with Zahrah, En Jia, Khad and Azirah. The other 4 who skipped also.
After that, I was suppose to take MC but I got really tired, so I went home first around 12 and slept. My mum called and told me that the polyclinic's gonna close at 4, so I dragged myself out of bed and put on FBTs and a shirt and went out. I felt so who cares. Got MC and met a friend at Bedok Reservoir. I swear to God I miss her.
And I feel thankful I met this friend. Because now when I feel that the world is being unfair to me and turning against me, she gave me a glimpse of hope. Really. Now, I'll always think about that hope and I'll feel all better :) I hope. For hope. And because the definition of happiness is completely changed right now, I feel like I should leave. And yes, I'm leaving. So goodbye, you.
xoxo 10:22 PM
Monday, April 20, 2009
Hanging on to the very last string.
Nice song :) The melody I mean.
Khalilah amazingly came today. Thankfully, accompanied me throughout the day but she's not coming tomorrow! Cos of her hospital appointment. :( well, hope nothing's wrong with her. Headed down to KC just now to collect EMDD tickets :) Yessahhh! Can't wait. Accompanied Ash&Nabila after that, heh.
I think the next few days is gonna be scary. All the best for tomorrow, you :)
Reach.
xoxo 8:02 PM
Sunday, April 19, 2009
The Amazing Ketchup Session.
Yesterday was unexpected. Had geography workshop in the morn. Then I met cousin in the afternoon for some awesome parkway walkabout. Went home at around 10? And then I fell asleep. Today? It's all about studying. Sink in to the notes and stuffs.
I've had it. I'm done. Let them say what they wanna say. I won't care. Not anymore, anyway.
It should've been something better.
xoxo 12:35 PM
Friday, April 17, 2009
The Talk.
I still find that what I did, was not wrong. But what you did... was unexplainable. I'm the kind of person who likes being fair. I guess it's something essential for a relationship. Fairness and trust.
I just don't wanna be the blame.
xoxo 5:33 PM
Thursday, April 16, 2009
Gold Dancers!
Congratulations to the Modern Dance! Finally, you have joined us! Seriously, we're all awesome :))))) Congrats to you guys again. Love love <3
You're....
xoxo 9:33 PM
Saturday, April 11, 2009
How I wish my life was like a cat.
Yes, how I wish. How I wish my life was carefree, no hardships, no heartbreaks, nothing. I .. will find my own way home. I will bring my own bread home. I will still take one step at a time. I don't wanna run anymore. I wanna leap. Yes, oh how I wish my life was like a cat.
I wish you all the best. But just so you know, I don't want to stop talking to you, I don't want you to ignore me cos that's not what friends are about. Friends make each other smile and laugh and make each other's day. Friends encourage each other. That's what I want us to be.
My heart just can't take it anymore. But life has to go on. I've not cried for you. And I don't wish to. I won't forget the happy memories, and if you wish to not forget so, my blog is open to you to read my previous posts. I still love you. Good day.
xoxo 10:26 AM
Friday, April 10, 2009
Waiting for Nabzzzz to gimme ze pics she has. Speaking of which, eh Nab, you put on your blog uh then I steal kayxxx? Sayang cow.
xoxo 12:29 PM
Wednesday, April 08, 2009
Everything was a miracle.
Days and weeks and months of going home late, spraining everything, injuring every part of the anatomy was all worth it.
Millennia Institute Tarian Millennia 2009 got a freaking GOLDDDDDDDD! :))))))))))))
And I'm like supaaaaa proud of them, really. Cos most are inexperienced dancers, compared to the previous SYF, and we managed to increase the benchmark. And to my KCians, well done! :)
Ouh, and Nazrina encountered a 'scary' episode at the dance room toilet. Hmmm.
xoxo 8:41 PM
Thursday, April 02, 2009
My boyfriend hug guy never tell me. Hahaha. Of all the pictures I found on facebook, this proves to be THE cutest photo of the century. OMG! look at him! HAHAHA. This is Sam. I think.
MI vs. SAJC. Haha no comments, I came at the very last minute, really. As in literally. Haha, and I found out something funny/bastard/hahahahahaha.
SYF's next coming Wednesday! Scared scared. The Indian Dancers got a Gold. Omg. Pressure sia.
My boyfriend hug guy never tell me. Hahaha.
Of all the pictures I found on facebook, this proves to be THE cutest photo of the century. OMG! look at him! HAHAHA. This is Sam. I think.