Finally I'm done with common test. However, I'm utterly worried of my results. Omg. Seriously. Bio was a killer, literally.
Oh oh, I made my own tongue twister! Hahaha. Try this:
I scared I slip You scared you slip I scared you slip You scared I slip
Haha. It derived from yesterday when I was out with Adli at Tampines. It was raining heavily and I was scared I would slip and fall. Hahaha -.o I know. Well, you try the tongue twister. I ended up with 'sklip' and 'you slap I skip'.
Glad I'm with you :)
xoxo 6:24 PM
Sunday, February 22, 2009
Dead.
I feel that my social circle via internet is so dead. Friendster, dead. Blog, quite dead. Facebook, worst! Haha. I don't have to have techonology yet I'm inevitably dependent on it. Irony. Speaking of blog.
I wish this blog was more alive. I feel like it's soooo not exciting whenever I re-read my posts. Hahaha. I bring no fire! :(
That aside, was studying geog just now in silence no distractions, somehow expecting that someone would text...or call.... then, when i decide to go to the bathroom, i received a call from someone. with 4 missed calls and 2 texts. My myyy. Your timing uhhh. Hahahaha. But it's good that you called, brings a cheery smile to this somewhat gloomy Sunday. :) I wanna study my ass off just for this next week now. Well, at least I have something to look forward to at the end of the week :) from Friday all the way to Sunday.
Till then! (Make sure I don't come online this week!)
xoxo 8:02 PM
Saturday, February 21, 2009
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA. This is Mdm Yuhanis Bte Tasrif aka MY MOTHER! HAHAHAHAHAHA.
1) rambut = style :D 2) the specs... oh the specs....
okaylah, cannot say anything lah. TKGS girl y'know. Now, I have to find a picture of my dad. Then they'll be even. Hahaha.
xoxo 7:09 PM
Just You.
And because once again, Youtube won't let me get the official video. I got this. But I love the official video okay? Go check it out. +++ I love the song. :)
There's nothing I could say to you Nothing I could ever do to make you see What you mean to me
All the pain, the tears I cried Still you never said goodbye and now I know How far you'd go
I know I let you down But it's not like that now This time I'll never let you go
I will be, all that you want And gather myself together Cause you keep me from falling apart
All my life, I'll be with you forever To get you through the day And make everything okay
I thought that I had everything I didn't know what life could bring But now I see, honestly
You're the one thing I got right The only one I let inside Now I can breathe, cause you're here with me
And if I let you down I'll turn it all around Cause I would never let you go
I will be, all that you want And gather myself together Cause you keep me from falling apart
All my life, I'll be with you forever To get you through the day And make everything okay
Cause without you I can't breathe I'm not gonna ever, ever let you leave You're all I've got, you're all I want Yeah
And without you I don't know what I'd do I can never, ever live a day without you Here with me, do you see, You're all I need
And I will be, all that you want And gather myself together Cause you keep me from falling apart
All my life (my life), I'll be with you forever To get you through the day And make everything okay
I will be (I'll be), all that you want And gather myself together Cause you keep me from falling apart
And all my life, you know I'll be with you forever To get you through the day And make everything okay
xoxo 6:27 PM
Friday, February 20, 2009
The supposed last sprint.
Common Tests. Common Tests. Common Tests. It runs through my mind like almost every minute if not every second of my life right now. Seriously, I have no time to slack right now. I realise time is flying so fast! Omg. Like, I remember the last time I was thinking about when is common tests going to start, it was 4 weeks ago. So it went like, "okay. common tests in 4 weeks." Now, common test NEXT week. No shit man.
And I feel fine being a so-called 'loner' in class. Not loner lahhh, I'd like to say I 'fly solo'. Haha. But I realise I'm super flexible in mixing around. Not that I'm bragging. Nooooo, I wouldn't do that. But after taking personality tests after tests. The results mentioned that I'm the kind of person that cannot be isolated from people. Haha, then come to think of it. I'm not exactly isolated. It's not that I'm forever lonely pe say, I mix around with different groups of people. Really. But I always have my darling loves during break to keep me company, refresh my un-loneliness :)
Went to Parkway with family just now. Shall be expecting a few things after my mum's next pay :) Hahaha. Awesome! Kay. Yeah. Something from Topshop, something from Keds and I forgot what the other thing was. Haha.
By the way, yesterday was awesome :) Yesterday was 10 months :) Yesterday was 190209 :) ily.
xoxo 10:09 PM
Tuesday, February 17, 2009
Insulted by a stranger.
Bukit Batok's covered in haze at certain times, and the smell... I would like to sincerely apologise cos I know I'm too hot thus, causing the atmosphere's temperature to rise leading to forest fires. Sorry eh! Haha. But it caused our 157 to take a detour. I guessed it surprised some passengers. Ah well.
Today I feel satisfied. My family satisfied my long cravings. Haha. First was the butter squid. Oooh yum! Annnnnnnnnd CHOCOLATE! :D But I believe I have lost weight cos 1) PE quite tough uh. 2) Too stressed to eat. 3) No time to eat. Haha. I think. By the time I have time to eat, I'll have no appetite.
Well, time's been real tough now. I guess it's cos CT is coming. I blame it ALL on CT. Haha. Year2 is killing me. Seriously, and it's only the first part of the year. Omg! The pressure is everywhere I tell you. EVERYWHERE. This morning, the 'advanced, retained, cte' classmates of mine (and me included) had another reminder of how important CT is. Like, he literally pulled us out from the crowd to remind us. Harsh. Yep. Mmhm. To ignore it is to be asking for trouble. To heed the advise, needs lots of work. LOTS of work.
Oh yes! I forgot I'm suppose to text two friends. Hope I don't forget again. Now's the time to focus. I can't have any rooms for any other problems. I'm trying to shove it aside for now. Hopefully to forget it, and if I have to solve it, I shall let it wait till after CT. Yeah, CT's my life right now. Everyone's been asking me, why I've been quiet lately. Like, it's as though the energy and vibe that I transcend to others(at times) has faded. Moody is one word. Although, in my perspective, I feel fine! Really, cos I even wonder why they ask me. I'm like, "I'm okay! :)" But I think it's not enough to convince. Too stressed and pressurized I guess.
By Le Chatelier's Principle, when there is increase in pressure, the system will try to decrease the pressure by shifting to the side that has less 'pressure'. Thus, new equilibrium is achieved. Blablabla.
I want my babylove to pass and I want myself to get through PROMOTED. Zomg. It seems too easy but really... I think it's not. You think I can do it? I think I can.
Need to do GPP. Kay, time check. Common Test in 6 days.
xoxo 9:09 PM
Saturday, February 14, 2009
kittycat! from MI, now missing because of i don't know. the name's kittycat! with an exclamation mark. in loving memory of kittycat (with no exclamation mark)
xoxo 7:20 PM
Happy V Day, everyone.
I think I'm kinda glad I'm at home on this joyous day where outside, the air is filled with romance and every where you turn you see public display of affection. Spent my afternoon with two lovely stories, Hitch & Titanic. Homework will be later.
I'm craving for butter squid. But I'm left with nasi goreng at home. I'm also craving for chocolate. Really k. If anyone could, I want Cadbury Marble.
xoxo 4:57 PM
Friday, February 13, 2009
I want to be 3 again.
I don't want to be 18. I don't want to have to carry the load of an 18-year-old. However, dear friend is turning 18 in 2 days time. I'm happy for her. But life's getting tougher for the both of us. Thank God for technology that made us so near yet so fear. Able to hear each other's emotions without being physically there for each other.
I.want.to.sleep.
xoxo 11:51 PM
Thursday, February 12, 2009
Sufie = power not anymore.
Disappointed by my 2.4 timing. My timing was worse than last year's. Haha. Ohhh well. I beat Adli in sit-ups & sitandreach. Haha, something about sitting thing makes me better :) HAHA. Tomorrow I'm running for a cause. Alah, now I feel lazy to run. Caught up with ol' times with Nisa just now. Haha. Hmmm, interesting stories I heard.
I feel so sad I can't watch Adli's match tomorrow and I can't go home with him :( Hope you guys win, baby! :D
Schoolwork's been piling up. Common test is in 1 week's time. I am so scared k can? Cannnnn. SYF's nearing too. I need to relax. Really.
xoxo 8:53 PM
Tuesday, February 10, 2009
For the benefit of those confused people who keep asking me why I take from Kembangan when I mention to them I live at Bedok. And why I stop at Eunos.
Here's the thing. The road from Eunos to Kembangan is a one way thing and my house is in between the two stations. Yes, I can take from Eunos but it has to go one round which takes 15-20mins depending. It takes me only 5mins to get to Kembangan. And I do NOT live near Bedok MRT.
The green line is how I go to school via bus. And the blue how I get back home. Of course the drawing is not drawn to scale. My house isn't that near to the MRT stations.
xoxo 9:58 PM
is it just me or did Plainsunset made a birthday dedication to D? Oh, &I saw Adli too.
xoxo 9:27 PM
Sufie = damn powerrrrr.
Had Napfa test 5 stations today. 2.4 will be held on Thursday at 4.05pm. Damn. So anyway, I have broken 3 new records today, in my own lifetime record. COME! Let me share with you.
Sit-ups ; 60 in 1min. Sit&Reach ; 64cm Inclined Pull-ups; 31 in 30sec
Awesome right? :D
Hahahahahaha, okay I just want to laugh out really really loud! I saw Amir's 'Hello Crystal' sign. And I saw Juuuuuun! On tv. Kay hahahaha.
And youtube won't allow me to put the official video of this song. But I love this song, and Cassadee is pweeeety. :)
xoxo 8:23 PM
Sunday, February 08, 2009
Love you alot.
I have a birthday present from Adli :) LOVEYOU, BABYLOVE! :D But I won't get it till tmr. Haha, went out with him just now to buy it and then to airport to study. I'm feeling rather sick and nauseaus. Serious. I need to lie down. I hope I don't get a fever or something. Oh but anyway, I like this song.
xoxo 9:39 PM
Saturday, February 07, 2009
One more try.
Assignments, deadlines, tutorial, lectures, 5.25pm... Everything's piling up. Digressing from geog for awhile now. Tired uh. And when we say we are tired, we are REALLY not kidding. I have so many deadlines this upcoming week. The only day that I don't is Wednesday. I have Chem&Maths test on Thursday PLUS a deadline. Are you kidding me?! OH SHIT! I just remembered somthing. Shall text Adli now. So yeahhhh. We stayed kinda late yesterday in school cos of cca open house. And I had to do up the sapphire noticeboard abit. Left school around 7+++. And after so long, Adli sent me home :) It was really really nice. I wished time didn't have to fly so fast yesterday.
OH BY THE WAY, on erm .... Thursday, I was walking towards the SAC when someone tapped me on the shoulder, and when I turn I saw Nisaaaaa! I was like sooooo damn happy! I hugged her and then I cried tears of joy. Eh serious. Reunion. Hahaha, she came to MI and she didn't even tell me! She was thinking of taking the same subject combination of me. Heh. Advisable, don't take. Quite heavy lah my subjects. Haha, I can see a few mats around although I couldn't see much as I was wearing my specs. Haha, I wore specs for a whole week to school. Wow. Haha don't worry! Got my new fresh pair of contacts :) Finally, I can see clearer.
I love this song. K bye.
xoxo 10:58 PM
A Very Happy 16th To Nur Annisa Zainal! (eh, your name got Nur, right? Haha.)
Truth be told, I don't even have the right words to describe how much I miss you. And I hope that even if I'm not there with you physically, please... know that I'm always here whenever you need me. Thank God we're not enemies cos I love you! Andddd I hope you have the best 16th of your life, like I did. (well, duhh.. it comes only once) Haha. I want to get a pikcha of you and publicise it but I figured you don't need much publicity than you already have. Hahaha, NO ONE REALLY READS MY BLOG ANYWAYYYYS. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA.
kittycat!