No, I'm NOT a Lesbian.i shall answer Ahmad's question, whoever he is. No, i'm really not a lesbian. I'm just being out of the ordinary. apparently, i'm TOO out of the ordinary aye? well, everyone should keep an open mind especially in a world like ours. but then again, who am i too judge? hell to the saying "Don't judge a book by its cover." coz you KNOW you will. even i do it, inFRONT of the person. &that, i won't deny. all i'm saying is, think before you judge. because you know you are not perfect yourself. am i right to say that?
people have feelings. some can control, &some others can't. who are we to force? God? i don't even think we're a milestone close to that. but oh whatever, i'm just a growing girl. like any other, i'm still searching my true self.
i really don't know. this, brings me to another question, am i blind to see that he's an ass? Yes, i am. well, i was. absence makes the heart grow fonder, that i believe. but when does it become really annoying?
when he says something to you, that could give you a lil bit of hope &suddenly pushes you out of his life. right where you STARTED. might as well not even move. coz i stupidly did, risking my poor, fragile heart. but this situation taught me to be stronger &true enough, i am. i FINALLY stood up for myself after so long. this is why it's so hard to trust guys. i'm so sorry if i had hurt you, made you wait for me. i just didn't know what to do. even friendship seems so hard for me now.
THAT'S WHY AHMAD THINKS I'M A LESBIAN, whatever.
xoxo
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