sufie munira hendricks



18
7th January
Millennia Institute
Half-Portugese, Half-Malay

Shall we cross paths again? I do not know.

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Wednesday, June 20, 2007
Come, tell me. What does your heart say?

This is just it. I'm sick and tired of how people think they are so absolutely undeniably perfect. It just sickens me right up to my throat. And what is worst, they make fun of others. If that doesn't even satisfy them enough, they start making up rumours and calling hurtful names. What do they get in return? More popularity and a bigger ego. And the victim? A crushed self-esteem and more discriminating eyes.

Oh sure, it's easy how other people say. Time will pass and they will all forget about it, even the person who started it. How could they?! The scar couldn't have healed. No matter how long time has passed. It couldn't have healed the scar that was cut so deep. The burning sensation from it.

This is what many do not realise, especially the one who started it. Ever realised how much damage was caused? Ever realised that it is not easy to heal that pain? Ever realised that it doesn't only hurt the heart, it hurts the mind? Don't EVER say it was just a joke. Because hell, you cannot come up with a better reason than that thus, showing you're no more than just pathetic.

Once, someone told me. Don't judge the person because you know you yourself are not perfect.

Why am i saying this? Because I'm not shy about my experience. I have been judged harshly before. And to be honest, I have judged harshly of others before. Until someone told me, that's when it hit me. It saddens me to know that there are still others out there doing it.

And worst still, it's someone I know. Someone I know, just sickens me. I'm not disappointed or sad, or anything. I'm just sickened.

Just remember this; If you wish to say something harsh about someone you hate, think about it. Doesn't that reflect how you are too?

xoxo
8:44 PM