18
7th January
Millennia Institute
Half-Portugese, Half-Malay

Shall we cross paths again? I do not know.

08S3

Adilah<33
Afini<33
Alysha<333
Amie<33
Amira<3
Annisa<33

D<33
DiyanaKC<3
Diyana<3

Fared<3
Fee(:

Hafiz(:
Hakim<33

Kak Fatin<3

Lyza<3

Ming Li<33

Nazrina<33

Reyza(:

Sadelena<3
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Sheryl<33
Shima<33

Zahara<33

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Move move. I got no time already.

Please, I beg you. Let me know if anything's bothering you.

I don't want this to be the last day.
xoxo
5:24 PM

Tiada ertinya...

Lara,
tiada akhirnya
oh bila menatap resah
sepi hingga waktu berkubur.

Sayu,
makin menghukum
di dada terhiris kalbu
adakah ini kan terus berlalu.

Apa nilainya
jika sangsimu mengganggu untuk
kembali ke pangkuan dan bermesra dengan ku.

Tiada ertinya di sini
Tiada ertinya berkasih
Semua telah kau bawa dan berlalu
tinggalkanku

Tiada ertinya menanti
Tiada ertinya buatku padamu
diri yang merindui.

Apa yang ku mahukan
bagimu tiada ruangan
berdiri dan memeluk dirimu..
xoxo
4:50 PM

An Adilah a day, keeps the heartaches away.

Studied with Adilahhhhhh yesterday at esplanade library. I've learnt sooo much. Wow. I don't know a lot of things. And chemistry's tomorrow. Haha. Then there were budak-budak hingus want to kenal-kenal with us, I think. EEE. Haha. And some abang took for us a pic. But it was damn ugly.

It was a very windy day.
This is Adilah and artworks of people younger than us.

Open House at Whitewater.

My uncle held an open house. So, here's some pictures.

Candle light romance.
I love the pool at night.
They're there when you need them.


xoxo
6:59 PM

I won't show you what my heart is saying.

I can't turn around now. I don't think I ever will. I have to go on. You have to understand. I can't do much about it.

What's forever that you promised? I'm trying to hold on as long as I can. But really, it's tiring me as much as it's tiring you. You promised not to give up on me. You promised! As it seems, I'm being a burden to you. I can't let that be. I can't let you lie to me, and yourself. I know you have feelings too. I won't be a burden and someone who upsets you anymore..

If you walk out of my life now, I'll try not to chase you.

xoxo
2:07 PM

Cry - Rihanna

Good morning, everybody ! (:

I'm off to tuition later and Shall go to my aunt's open house. Wish I could go with Nabila to Hakim's open house. Haha. But I've another open house to attend to. Kena prioritise, katakan.. Haha.

Okay, I've nothing much to say right now. Take care!

Wassalam.
xoxo
11:37 AM

Did it happen when we first kissed?

Practical was like.. "erm, okayy.."

Quarantined for 3 hours 45 minutes. It feels so .. ??? My MP3 was confiscated. Heh. But I got it back. Handphones weren't given back though. Hah. Good thing I gave my phone to Cikgu for Safe-Keeping. Or else, 2 weeks of no communication. And once again confiscated. Ark.

I think I wanna cut my hair. HAHAHA.
I know Mashie will be like, "You dare! You go do it! You go! You go!! Don't you dare cut your hair, man!"
HAHAHA. I know her so well. LOVES(:
No no, seriously.. I'm not kidding. Hahaha.

But no matter what, you'll never see me cry.
xoxo
5:10 PM

Can I have this for Graduation Lunch, please?



xoxo
2:15 PM

xoxo
12:27 PM

I know EXACTLY what I want to do.. I think..

If this doesn't happen, I'm probably gonna laugh at myself when I read this post years later. But if does happen, this shall be the first time I'm actually following my dream. Well, second actually.. malay dance got my first vote.

So anyway, I read through the courses offered in the polytechnics. I have decided that I wanna take Diploma In Nursing. I was pretty unsure before. But now it seems pretty fun (: Then after I have completed my 3-year course. I think I'm gonna spend $8600 to take Advanced Diploma In Midwifery. HAHAHA.

My best friend says that when I grow up I will be a job-hopper. Not because I suck at the jobs I take or my employers hate me (let's hope not lah eh) but because I'm versatile and can do many things. And when I have settled down, I'll stick to one job - nursing. (:

But for now, I shall study real hard and see what other opportunity there is.
xoxo
12:21 PM

Change those mindset; bring your own bag when you go shopping.

The day started off with the usual singing and "swearing" of loyalty, followed by the most touching moment. The support of the whole school. Ah, it's when you feel you're all alone and nobody is behind you, the Ms. starts to give words of wisdom and everyone clapped for us. I really felt touched. I felt like crying because not only that it was my last day of school ever but I'll miss everyone I interacted with. That's what makes me feel most attached to the school. KC's like my second home where I enjoy doing things that I love. From 2.15pm of the 5th October 2007, I'm no longer a KC-ian. KC-ians are no longer KC-ians. We're just girls who will be going to KC to sit for our 'O' Levels. But I always believe in being a KC-ian at heart. It's hard to let go of the 10 years in KC/KCP. It's where I grew up in. It's where I develop my womanly senses. KC's really got your ass, man. So, we'd better not let them down.

After days of a somewhat empty classroom, today the classroom began to fill its maximum space at 7.48am. It's like a water tank which was empty due to drought suddenly it rained heavily, filling the tank to its brim and perhaps, overflowing. The noise was exceptionally disturbing. Maybe because students who haven't met each other for days, felt that they had to catch up on recent news. But being a caring soul, yes I am, I felt that they were being inconsiderate because other levels were having their examinations.

It felt hot like a stuffy feeling. In fact, I was actually perspiring in class because I'm in between 2 people and there is no space behind me. And it's like everyone crammed into a small space. Can you imagine? I bet.

So anyway, after 5 periods of English. We received our Preliminary Examinations result slips. I'm surprised at my results. I was elated and yet, somehow I was expecting a disappointed at the 2 contrasting numbers. One was an evidence of my hard work and the other, sadly, showed how I didn't try my very best. I will, however, give my 110% for the Extraordinary Papers.

This is not the end; it's just the beginning.
xoxo
7:57 PM

No one benefits without help.

I love school nowadays! (: Let's start with yesterday, 11 out of 39 people were present in 4/3. Today, only 6 were present! (: Is this school or tuition? And tomorrow, I only have 7 periods of lessons. Another 5 is spent doing my own work. If I really REALLY had the choice, I'd skip tomorrow. I'm being good and I'm gonna attend school for the next two days. So anyway, I predict that Fatin is not coming tomorrow. Highly likely. You should see the Sec 4s during morning assembly. Like barren land. Hah. Sec 5s were much better. There were more of them present.

During Chemistry, Mrs. cracked Nabila&I up. She explained something "quite profoundly" and Nabila went "Oh mannnn.." and Mrs. interrupted by saying, "Yeah, meant is mean. You know, mean." We were like say whaa? And she wrote the word on the board. "meant". We started laughing! She thought Nabila said meant. Hahaha.

During Literature, Nabila got bored and she drew a man smoking. It was so cute coz it looked like those Malay cartoons you see on Suria. Haha. So I added to her drawing by writing,

DoSa Ah BeNg
Setiap Isnin-Jumaat
5.00 petang

I won't act as if nothing's wrong.
xoxo
8:12 PM

I'm starting to feel lazy to go to school. Oh my gosh. I'm not looking forward to Social Studies, Literature, Geography.. Yeah. Humanities. There's PE tomorrow! Dang.

Ms. gave us children chocolates (: and another Ms. gave us sweets. Oh by the way, did I mention 19 people in my class were absent. They're so lucky. At least they are "allowed" to stay home. Me? I don't even wanna try to ask my mum. Coz I know the answer. Haha. So yeah, I shall go to school everyday till Friday. It is the last week of school so I must make the best of it.

I slept during English and Literature. English was really really unintentional. As for Lit, I got bored and my back hurts from sitting on the wooden chair. So I slept. I dreamt someone was scolding me! And I got shocked and I woke up at 12.15. Just in time. Lesson was over anyway. Hahaha.

Nabila was sort of reluctant to follow me to Masjid Kampung Siglap but we went anyway. After that, went home. And I was in the bus when my MP3 went flat. Oh myyyy goshhh! I hate it when that happens. Eh, tonight got Hikmah! (: That's something to look forward to. Haha. Dengar-dengar 'O' Level next year eh? Haha.

And I suggest you lower down your ego abit. You're not that great after all. - Nabila.
( she can be so wise at times =D )
xoxo
4:16 PM