Hair dye.I dyed my hair supposedly Deep Burgundy. Haha. But the packaging looks purple so whatever.. yeah. purple it is. Though it doesn't look very obvious on my virgin-turned-non-virgin hair. Yeah. First time (: So , give me time yeah? I did it yesterday with my cousin. We have the same colour hair! Hahaha. Okay, nvm. I didn't wanna do red though I really did 6 onths ago. Coz minahs are going red now. So yeah. Blonde is definite NO. It's like No Smoking. So it's No Blonde.
Worked morning shift today. Opened the shop. Alone till 11.30am? Yeah. Jenny came. Jenny went. Alone again till 2pm. Went for lunch alone! Wahlaooo. Couldn't finish my food coz I had a lot on my mind. Lagi-lagi alone ehh. Merayap ah my thoughts naik aeroplane semua. Yeah, then I went to Rainbow Caravan which was next to Burger King, where I had my lunch which costed my $10 to go down to $3.10, and met my lovely seniors. Jane saw me, I think, in the morning. Walked past her pretending not to see. Haven't worked with her. Not planning to anyway. Hahaha. Seniors tell you a lot of things, by the way. My workplace has the best seniors around. Seriously. Even my supervisor. She may be the naggiest supervisor but she is the nicest you'll ever meet. =D
So anyway, let me plan out my working time. Who knows you guys can visit. Haha.
Tuesday: 8.30am - 5.30amWednesday: 11am - 8pmThursday: OFFFriday: 5pm - 10.30pmSaturday: 5pm - 10.30pmSunday: 10am - 5pmMonday: OFFI should've known you were just a waste of my time. Why didn't I realise it sooner? It wasn't easy to make myself want to fall for you. Yet, you make it look so easy. You looks, your charms.. Instantly, you took the place in my heart. Time and time again, I was kept broken. Even when I healed, I break again. I tried to make a shield. I survived. But then you came.. You made my life twirl. After a while, you told me what I wanted to hear. I was safe. I knew it wouldn't be hard now.Then, you dropped the bombshell on me. You did it not because you had to but because you wanted to. Why? I don't know. You reasoned with me. You explained. I didn't want to listen to what you had to say. You were wrong! I am right! I'm in love with you, can't you see that?! I'm putting up a strong front. Girls do that because they do not want you GUYS to worry about us or feel pity for us. Because we have to. For our own sake. We're girls. This strong front does not mean I'm over you. It means I'm doing this for you because you want me to. You don't want me to pretend not loving you. You want me to stop loving you!I have to. I must. Move on without a glimpse of the past. This I dare not say to anyone. I've been trying to move on. It seems like you're holding me back. The thought of you is making me stick to you. I don't want to lose you at all. I love you. But you're just a WASTE of my time!You made me lose my shield, you made me naive, you made me have hopes that you couldn't even fulfil, you created yet a bigger hole in this heart, YOU ARE A WASTE!So girls, this is one of the stories of my thoughts that went onto the aeroplane just now.. Haha, no lah. Just one of my creative writing. Hehehe. (alamakk, gatal ah hidung.. Tau ahh mashita. =D) Do realise that once guys do this to you, they're not worth it anymore. Don't cling onto them because it will make them look superior and it will make you look irritating. If you love them, try to distract yourself and try to fall out of love. Some may say it's not easy. But whatever it is, you have to try. No pain, no gain.
To whoever this story may concern, that one, I don't know laa. But if you think this story may relate to your life whatsoever, think through about what I said. They're not worth it anymore. They think it's so easy for us to not like them, like how they are feeling. Once the infatuation is gone, so are you!
xoxo
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