Now I question myself. I question my capabilities. I question my future. I question why I am here.
I want to be someone to you. I want to be someone who made a difference in your life. I want to feel needed. I want to feel wanted. I want to love. I want to be loved. I want to be everything. But I know I just can't. I feel like I'm asking too much, but what am I asking for?
I believe as long as you live, you're given choices and chances. You make your own choices regardless whether it is right or wrong and chances when you have wronged. And when you get to make choices, that's the time you're finally given to think. Think about the consequences, the everything. If others make the choice for you, you'll have a lifelong regret. So hey, you're big enough to know what's right and wrong.
The longer it takes, the harder it is to quit. You told me you'll do your best.
