Hope.21st January 2008. Too many things happening, and I mean bad things. Maybe not the quantity, the quality the impact that the situations bring. I feel so fragile right now. I need to be stronger.
I don't think it's you, I refuse to believe what I hear. I don't know the whole truth right now, but I'll wait for tomorrow to come.
&I never thought that this day would come. I'm freaking afraid of what's my future gonna be like. Why does this have to happen on top of what I'm already having to cope with? WHY?! It's hard to just continue life without thinking about it. I don't know, I need to fall back now. I need to recover from my shock. Baby?
I'd stop it from happening if I could.
xoxo
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