It's NOT the end, it's just the beginning.Today was the day my status was confirmed. I asked my Mr. and he said he couldn't help me anymore. I had to keep the calm look. After our conversation, everything just sank in. I guess these past few days I was just in denial. I knew it was gonna happen but I refuse to let myself feel it. Finally, I felt it. I cried, in front of my fellow dancers. I gained my composure back a few minutes later. I blamed myself for not putting enough effort last year. I blamed my teacher for not being lenient in marking. Then I came to realise that I couldn't just sit there and start blaming. I should do something about it.
I am going to make the best out of it. Retaining may not necessarily be a bad thing. I could possibly do better cos I get to brush up on my foundation. It's time I take control of my life, my academic life I mean. I will be the top student for PU1 2009, just you wait.
xoxo
5:20 PM
