Glimpse of hope.Today, I felt really lazy wanting to go school. But I did, I woke up, I bathed, I got ready, I headed out. Took the normal bus to Toa Payoh but I heard the supposedly early 985 was late. I took it 10mins later. Not just that, there was a jam at PIE due to a stupid tree that fell and took up two lanes. Arrived around Toh Tuck at 7.35, took 157 but it was slow, when it reached Bukit Batok, there were many others there too. So different cases of being late. I took the opportunity to go home. Although whoever was late didn't get detention but yeah, I didn't go to school. Headed down to Vivocity to have Long John with Zahrah, En Jia, Khad and Azirah. The other 4 who skipped also.
After that, I was suppose to take MC but I got really tired, so I went home first around 12 and slept. My mum called and told me that the polyclinic's gonna close at 4, so I dragged myself out of bed and put on FBTs and a shirt and went out. I felt so who cares. Got MC and met a friend at Bedok Reservoir. I swear to God I miss her.
And I feel thankful I met this friend. Because now when I feel that the world is being unfair to me and turning against me, she gave me a glimpse of hope. Really. Now, I'll always think about that hope and I'll feel all better :) I hope. For hope. And because the definition of happiness is completely changed right now, I feel like I should leave. And yes, I'm leaving. So goodbye, you.
xoxo
10:22 PM
