
Ben's crazy beach party! :D

love class! &Matthew.

love class, again! &Matthew, again.

Selina! &Matthew, again again.

Selina, again!
09S4 is just the greatest.I believe we had tons of fun! Although I had appointment and thought I couldn't make it, I did eventually. Didn't wanna miss out on anything. Speaking of appointment Inflammation of the something which I cannot pronounce. Hmm, don't like the sound of it anyway. I hope it's really nothing big.
Anyway, beach party was great! Cake smashing on Ben was better! Water was the best! :D Now I have a sunburn which hurts like crazeeeeeee! And a bikini tanline. I got darker, not tanner. Sadly. Khalis says I look like him now which is sooooo annoying! I don't wanna be as dark as him! Kiren says sunburns are cool which is sooooo not. Oh and a guy asked for my number -.- because I was wearing a bikini. How shallow can he get?! AND he happened to be Fareez's platoon mate and Fareez was there too! But he didn't tell me so I didn't know we're gonna end up on the same beach. But yeah, long story behind that. Wasn't interested of course. Bah.
After that we had B&J at Vivo :) Not so great confession session. It felt like history repeating itself. I swear. Really and I hope the repetition does not continue. Took the train with Matthew since he lives in Pasir Ris. I hope we have another beach party soon! After my sunburns cool down of course.
Dear God,
I hope it's a sign. I hope that everything for everyone will be okay. I know I'll be okay. Because I'm feeling great! But I hope it stays this way. But why, why am I hoping for a lot of things? Why is it that when I hope, I'll end up disappointing myself cos the results turn out to be the opposite of what I really want? Why is it that we always demand for a lot of things? I'll be okay, I know I will. But I'm still hoping. Of course. But I'll never be the person she ever was.
Love,
Sufie.
xoxo
9:30 PM