Thoughts.I sunk myself in 90210 the WHOLE day yesterday. Don't worry, I studied at night. So anyway, basically their lives revolve around only one thing. Relationships. Not just boygirl, but family too. Two things that separate them from me is 1) They are rich. Filthy. Rich. Spend money like buying 5c sweets at the mama shop. 2) They are 16. Omg. They look damn old. Yeah, you know how a 16year old should look like? Juno. They should look like Juno. Then I'll believe. So anyway, I'm kind of intrigued by this character Ethan. It's this hot guy. He gets with girls, thinks he's in love with them, then breaks up with them because he doesn't feel compatible(like normal relationships) and likes another girl so easily. No, seriously? And it's not just any girl. It's a girl from the same clique. Okay no, there was one who was just a girl from their school. But that was during his relationship. What a cheater! So in the season alone, he has 2 girlfriends who he breaks up with and likes another girl. And that's not counting the number of affiliated girls he used to be with to cheat on his what now is ex-girlfriends.
I like this show. Even though I don't really relate to most of the storyline. But I like it. It shows how teenage relationships(and I mean boygirl) don't really last till the end. Yeah, you may be together for 1 year, 3 years, 5 years, 10 maybe? You might just end up breaking up. Not that I'm saying you should or you will. I've heard of people with countless years breaking up just like that. Divorces. Where does that lead to then? That's why, I'm kind of afraid to get into another relationship. Seriously speaking. I'm not holding back anymore. And it may or may not be because of my previous relationship but I'm not being a loser who's afraid of being in love again. And if you say, concentrate on studies first, trust me. What's the difference? Of course, nonetheless, I'm happy for those who are in love with their other half. At least they have someone to preoccupy their used to be lonely mind. :) Me? Nah, I don't mind having those 'lonely' moments. I have an imaginary friend named Susan whom I occasionally chat with(she bakes awesome cookies, by the way). Well, I have to go. I'm meeting a human friend soon. To study, of course. So remember, you can have relationships. Just that when you fall, don't forget to get up.
Letting the past go.
xoxo
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