Damn bloody fxcking awkard bodoh.True or not. Let's just assume it is. It's bad enough I had to hear it from the lips of someone else. What made it worst was the fact that you got with someone of what used to be your friend's gf and what used to be my somewhat 'close' friend. No no, I'm not sad, jealous or whatever associated with it. But you see uh, it's damn awkward. The degree of awkwardness is so much different than say if you were with some other girl I don't even know or barely knew. This is.. oh my gosh. I expected it uh, even when we were together just that, I never thought it would happen so soon. I seriously have NO words to decribe when I think of you both, just my cringed face and an 'ew'.
I just wish I was never your girlfriend so that I would never be your ex. And it's not the emo kind of 'I wish I was never your girlfriend'. It's the I swear to God kind. Because the fact that it is so awkward, I don't mind not being the used to be girlfriend. At least it's less awkward that way. Feel me? Imagine us bumping into each other, you&her and me. Wow. That's like to the power of infinity awkward siuls.
That's all I have to say. If it's not true then, why does everybody else know about it? Apparently, I'm kinda like the last to know. Couldn't you have just told me? Be a friend. Or something along that line. I wouldn't freak out, chill.
xoxo
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