18
7th January
Millennia Institute
Half-Portugese, Half-Malay

Shall we cross paths again? I do not know.

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Life is More.

When I was leaving the house just now, my mum said to me, "Better be studying ah.. Jangan nak carik boyfriend je(don't go around finding boyfriends)." I was like Huh?! No! Omg. Boyfriends are unnecessary and so 3 months ago. Come on lah, do I really look like someone who can only survive when there's male attention that means more than just friends? Seriously! I'm doing fine, aren't I? But that's all inside and on the outside, I guess to people I look like the situation stated above. Annoying and frustrating at the same time.

I haven't been out on a proper date, been studying my ass off. How can I possibly be finding a boyfriend? Look, if there's fate, fine. But right now, I just need myself. No one else. And I'm cool with that. Yeah, life means more than just affection and attention from guys. More than lust and love. I need to find out who I am before I get to know other people so at least there's something I can tell them when I introduce myself.

I haven't given up on it yet. But I just don't believe in it. So goonah. I shall go sleep with no strings attached. Huh?
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